For some reason, i've got a tune to that line. some songs i heard on the radio? or was it just another of my own tunes. honestly it didn't matter. i once heard someone say a very common quote: friends can pick off from where they left off. well, my earnest opinion... its rubbish. i remember my jc days, i literally only talk to 3 guys. one in smu whom i am still talking to now. one in nus doing maths. and the closest person to me back then, was the guy in my class. many people describe us as the weirdest person around, we don't socialise with the rest of the class. and to be honest, i enjoyed it. it was a good reclusive lifestyle right in the middle of the school. as the story goes, we used to be 2 of the most similar and closest kind of friends. dark brooding outlook towards life, nerdy, whiny and in some sense lost probably the one people whom could stand us were each other. i still look back at the autograph entry, and honestly, i dun regret how my jc life has turns out. but life has been funny, the 2 biggest maths nerds both left the maths fraternity (at least he did), i didn't deviate too much with econs, he went to law. and we didn't really keep in touch. typical ty. and that was 4 years ago. 4 years down the line, how things changed. i have turned out to be the bad boy (honestly i did) and him, the gentle guy which was apt for his upbringing. we met and we chat. the good old days are long gone. not much of common topic, in terms of thinking, he has come to be a different level from me. he thinks strongly logically, and me, emotionally charged, and intuitive. in the past, a conversation can go on forever, now, for 2 hours it seems long. i am quite upset about it. upset over how changes can be cruel. upset because i realised i have just lost another part of my history, and something which is truly representative of what ty is today. whoever says u can pick off from where u left off? no such thing, its really naive thoughts.
posted @ 8:58 PM ||
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name: Tianyu
Passion: Maths, Music, Table Tennis
sex: M
philosophy: many people knows different part of me, but one thing in common is i will not
allow myself to fall *Elandriel*
