Monday, October 31, 2005
Music is my radar
Haven't blog for a long time. but doesn't mean i will leave this blog at a corner, doesn't i have no ideas, but for some miracle reason. i have no time. But anyway, more stories, despite the busy school work. Yep, more songs. i have a few songs on standby so i will always something to post. and with inspiration coming non stop. there is actually an inexhaustible list.
this song is actually inspired from the beatles... hey jude. heard it at a jazz band performance and i rip the tune abit to produce this. The second inspiration is from Unsent by Alanis Morrisette. background... well, my life have a few important characters, and each stanza is caricature of the people in my life. in random order and in as vague a description as possible so that the people don't even know i am talking about them. but i have to accept, some are long gone and never come back. some its really my fault. wth... i always want the best in every aspect, but most of the times, my best is not what they want. that's the ironic thing. i always thought by letting people have a free rein in their lives, they will appreciate it. BUT that has been my biggest downfall, time and time again.
Artist of the week: Jolin Tsai. somehow, i can draw parallels betweent what goes on in my life with her songs. I can use someone in my life to represent each album theme that she has. Esp those after her graduation. How funny. Each time i hear her songs, despite all the hip tunes and rhythm, its the memories that changes the mood of the whole song. Perhaps it is what it meant?
Dear Jude
Dear Jude
A penny for you thought
I really want to know what's going through on your mind
You're trying to be strong
But deep inside I know you've been trying hard to find another guy
You said I'm good for nothing.
What you really meant was i could change myself to suit your liking
But you soon realise that I can't never bring myself to do it
You stopped waiting
Chorus:
There must be a reason
Why things turn out this way
No matter how the story goes
The ending's the same
There must be a reason
Where did i go wrong?
So take it as a lesson learnt....
Try not to let yourself get burnt
Dear Jude
Its been a good time we have really spent together, all this while.
All those good old time,
Its like a fantasy we took, a ahce to getaway from this world
We could really get along,
But somehow what goes on inside was never relly strong enough.
My heart desired
One day you brought yourself up to me and told me the harsh reality
I'm not good enough
Dear Jude
You really want to put all the nightmares behind you, you're badly hurt
But you never learn.
Yet I couldn't really bring myself to be hard you, put up with all the pain
I was protective of you. I never wanted you to go the path you once took, just remain happy
Yet for all that I had given you, you regard me as a brother
posted @ 11:10 PM ||
